i don't want to waste my time --11--

I'm really sorry I haven't updated either of my stories in a long time. There's been so much going on that I haven't had time. I feel like you should know that April and Tegan's relationship is based on the the relationship of my and my sister. Earlier this year, I had to sit with my sister in a hospital for a few weeks because she was attacked in her own home because one of her roommates didn't want her there. Seeing my sister in the state that she was in and realizing that I had almost lost her forever really opened my eyes. But now I have finally figured out a way I can put those feelings into my writing. From here, a lot of the posts will be real experiences me and my sister have gone through.

This post skips forward about a month to May. Sorry, but I was stuck in a rut and couldn't find a way out for April and Kris. You can use your own imagination to decide how they worked it out. Again, my apologies.

I have, however, been thinking about giving these stories up. I don't really know if anyone is actually reading them. Are you?______________________________________________________________________KRIS' POVI didn't know how I could do it. Going back home to Montreal seemed like the hardest thing in the world. Losing in the playoffs to my hometown team was bad enough, but a loss like that made it ten times worse. Just when it seemed that everything in my life had fallen into place, that loss came as a crushing blow.

April had graduated from Pitt. Pens management decided that even though her schooling was done, they would let her keep the internship until the playoffs were over. Things were better than ever for the two of us, but graduating brought a whole new wave of emotion for April. The closer she got to finishing school, the more she realized that Bryan should have been there with her. And even though she was coming to terms with his death more and more, she would never forget him, and I couldn't blame her for that.

On that day that Bryan's sister had shown up, I didn't know how to handle the situation. I was so afraid that April continued to love Bryan more than she could ever love me. However, I came to realize that no matter what, she would always care about Bryan more than I would ever understand. It wasn't so much that she would never stop loving him, but she would never forget how she loved him. That small setback only made us stronger. Once April realized that I was understanding and would stay with her no matter what, we were ready to move on to our next step. Montreal.